Make Believe Lyrics

You called me

Testing the boundary

Making Believe

I'm getting visions

A past back to present

Cold in your kitchen

Sorry I never called

I was busy losing you

Avoid this, missing that

Torn into nothing

And faking laughs

You're sick now

I drew blood to know how

Much of you is left in me

I'm thinking

Slowly sinking

A needle sticking in me

In the car I'm driving you

Feeling the weight of the news

Though we didn't, we still could

Now I think that's over for good

And you asked me, how I'm doing

And I couldn't say the truth

On Thanksgiving, I was missing

And you were so sick, you couldn't move

In your fever dreams, you'd come to me

And I could see the ghost of you

And I could swear I once loved you

You're sending hearts

Then the record restarts

Tucked away in a dream

I lied to you

And in the end I'll thank you

For a lovely party

I'm leaving wanna walk me out

Stealing one more glance back at the house

You say goodbye like you still love me

And for once I don't think you're lying

Ooo, and if you asked me

I would say plainly

It was only adolescent make believe

But if you'd caught me

On March thirteenth,

I might have said you were all I dreamed

Maybe I'd have saved some time

You'd be so kind

You'd never make it hurt

But I can say this is the worst

Losing you slowly is the worst