wide awake Lyrics

I'm wide awake but i can't let go

A cleaner break that i would never know

I hold on, you're perfectly formed

And brace myself for a winter spent alone

And though i wanted it i just can't figure it out

It comes on easily, and easily it dies down

But i'm the worst one to spend these months under clouds

Your winter boyfriend now

"I'm wide awake" played three times in a row

You told me all the bands i ought to know

Late each night we drink our minds slow

At night in separate beds we sleep alone

And though i wanted it i just can't figure it out

It comes on easily, and easily it dies down

But i'm the worst one to spend these months under clouds

Your winter boyfriend now

And though i wanted it i just can't figure it out

It comes on easily, and easily it dies down

But i'm the worst one to spend these months under clouds

Your winter boyfriend now

I'm wide awake but i can't let go

A closest friend more distant than we have grown

I want so bad to know what we used to know

But i listened to the last few songs alone