NEBULA / HAGERU Lyrics

We be walking into the unknown

Covered by fog

Why are you waking up for?

You have no resort

The monologue is getting old

Yeah, time to cope

Now drop this rope

I'm far too gone and I can't decide if I wanna live or if I wanna die

As edgy as it sounds, it's not a lie

I can't deny

My heart has been dry

I gave away my hands

And they took my arms

I smiled into the dark and then closed my eyes

I was naive and weak ain't no surprise

I cried the whole night waiting for my demise

The fire in me

It burns my throat

And I teased it for months with alcohol

Rest assured I won't open up

I'll shut my mouth

And I'll become dust

I faced the stars

Inside my dream

No astronaut

She cleaned my scars

To open them back

She tied the knot

With all my guts

I faced the stars

Inside my dream

No astronaut

She cleaned my scars

To open them back

She tied the knot

With all my guts

I faced the stars

Inside my dream

No astronaut

She cleaned my scars

To open them back

She tied the knot

With all my guts

I faced the stars

Inside my dream

No astronaut

She cleaned my scars

To open them back

She tied the knot

With all my guts

They all deceived me

Matter fact

I isolate because of that

They always stab behind your back

Lost too much blood

It's back to back

My loneliness is justified

I don't complain

I'm gonna fight

In order to fill up my cracks

Till I collapse

I won't relapse

All of my hatred has been stacked

Inside my soul

For all this time

And all of my hopes have been smashed

I've been a fool

But now I'm fine

I used to have suicidal thoughts

In the back of the Cadillac

But now the sun is shining through

All of my worries of the past