Big Ahh Lizard Lyrics

Hey there we were in love for the first time And I was always picking up the pieces you

left behind

Hey there we haven't talked in a while

I bleached my hair and my car still stalls in the rain

You still play all my favorite bands

You've tackled your college

You're falling in love with your brand new man That I know you can't stand

Wish I was watching fireworks with my friends off the coast of New Jersey

Instead I've got flashbacks from your front door

Picking at scabs from when we spoke last

I wish I hadn't told my friends that I would be okay

When I knew shit would end the same

Drown myself in the deep end Just to talk to my old friends

Oh, that's alright

One thousand memories turned into a melody Hidden in the back with all the fights that

Made us enemies

Gave back my clothes so you could act like

You're a friend to me

It's easier to diagnose your lies when theyre

apologies

I want to watch you when you choke up and

realize

Hints of nostalgia breaking down parts of real

Life

It wasted ages, I carry it with me

The road is forgotten, so I still

Wish I was watching fireworks with my friends off

The coast of New Jersey

Instead I've got flashbacks from your front door

Picking at scabs from when we spoke last

I wish I hadn't told my friends that I would be okay

When I knew shit would end the same

Drown myself in the deep end Just to talk to my old friends

My twenties have just begun I feel like they're Getting wasted

I hate every job, so I don't stick around It's Becoming a habit, I guess

Maybe I go back to school

Maybe I could get my head straight

Maybe I do it

Maybe I stop saying

I'll get around to it

I'll get around to it

So I just breathe in

Oh I breathe in

Oh I just don't let it out

But I wish these fucking fireworks

Would just change my life

But I'm still making old mistakes

I can't fit in this new skin

I can't fit in this new skin

I can't fit in this new skin