saturn earrings Lyrics

Me with my Saturn earrings keeps appearing in your camera roll

Me in my black sweater, made me feel better when you were acting cold

Dreaming and scheming and things in between 'till it was thirty past ten

The sky was starry and we weren't saying sorry back then

(I'm sorry)

Me in my sheets, all week, calling with you on my dying phone

We never knew what to do, me and you, together but still alone

Said I was your everything but I felt like your enemy, only when I played dumb I felt loved

I hated when we'd fight 'cause you always had to be right, and when you'd get upset, you'd hang up

We did our best but we weren't the best for each other

Said we'd solved our problems but we didn't ever have an answer

I knew it would be hard on you but I needed you to see

I tried to make the best of it but you weren't ever the best for me

Me with my salty eyes, I'd cry whenever I'd think of it

Told me, your bad, I hate the hunger that you had, you seemed so sweet when we met

The more it went on the more I wished you were gone, I could feel you inside my bones

My friends hated you, but I'm glad I dated you, so that now I know

I did my best but you weren't the best for me

Now that we're apart I can see that from the start I wasn't truly happy

Now it's not that hard, yeah, it's pretty plain to see

I tried to make it good but you weren't ever good for me

You said it was too hard for you to stay friends

We split up and you grew out your split ends

I hope you go to therapy before you

Turn a new girl into your comfort food

You said it was too hard for you to change

But even if it was easy, you wouldn't have anyways

I hope you're not mad, I don't know how to explain

Except I hope you date someone just like you one day

You can't help but remember my black sweater in your camera roll

My Saturn earrings when you're dreaming then you wake up alone