foreign station Lyrics

I started painting the walls in my room

And doing the things I always said I would do

Talked for years about my dreams

That are setting in motion

My vision it's coming together alright

But your words don't quite add up tonight

I put extra effort into everything I do

Including this

What about you

I've painted new colors on walls in my room

To cover my trauma

Bring light to the drama a brew

I just feel like there's some sort of correlation

You had the wrong relations

So I'm at the foreign station

Trynna hold a conversation

Cause I'm starting over and over again

I'm at the foreign station

Talking to strangers

Learning how to communicate

So I can understand a new language

My therapist reiterated the things I already knew

To heal

Pick up the pieces

Wake up

Check off lists

Focus in

Turn the lights off repeat it

Over again

I'll try to leave my manic phases behind

Maybe I might

I'll just paint and write

I put extra effort into everything I do

Including this

What about you

I've painted new colors on walls in my room

To cover my trauma

Bring light to the drama a brew

I just feel like there's some sort of correlation

You had the wrong relations

So I'm at the foreign station

Trynna hold a conversation

Cause I'm starting over and over again

I'm at the foreign station

Talking to strangers

Learning how to communicate

So I can understand a new language

Like I've done for the millionth time again

Do you hate starting over and over

I'm asking does it hurt

To just leave me behind

You stole pieces of my unheard language

And you'll start over with this girl

Who doesn't know about how you will

Start over and leave like you do in the end

Or is this all in my head

I can't do this again

I've arrived at the foreign station

Learning signs and directions all over again

I'm back at the platform

Learning a foreign language

At the public transportation

And I'm manifesting for the best

But I can't carry conversations

With new unfamiliar faces

Clearly I'm making them

Uncomfortable due to my own discomfort

Personal problems

The distorted way I landspace love

But bright side I no longer speak your language

I've arrived at the foreign station

I'm starting over and over again

I'm at the foreign station

(ok ok cool cool cool)

(talk. mew :3 )