Rock Bottom ft. Noah Zelem Lyrics

I think I just hit the bottom

My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten

Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom

Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted

You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in

Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in

I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'

Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom

Put down my dog and my grandpa just passed

And my girl just broke up now I can't get her back

Everyone says to move on from the past

But I live in a nightmare it might be the last

'Cause I might wake up for good fall asleep

And monsters in my head haunting me

And the demons in my eyes honestly

I'd rather be dead 'cause there's gotta be more for me

It made my heart hurt yeah my heart stopped when I saw the casket

Ain't no atheist but it had me wonderin' what happens after

Either here for a reason or nothing matters

Tell me you hate me I'd tell you that's ditto

Wrote a death note now it's under my pillow

Stretching my mental it feels like a limo

She ripped out my heart and she ate it like jello

I think I just hit the bottom

My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten

Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom

Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted

You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in

Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in

I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'

Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom

It's been 13 years of feeling like a heathen

They preached the gospel but they took away its meaning

I walked away from Christ because they were misleading

Now I'm calling out to God like please redeem me

I'm doing Christianity the wrong way

I sinned again so I know I'm not saved

I did the works do I really need faith?

I guess it didn't work when I prayed

I'll try again hoping this is the time

Praying in public I started to climb

The spiritual ladder so high but then I

Lost that support when I started to rhyme

Like you cannot rap if you gonna be Christian

The world is too lost don't know why u still fishing

Just tell them oh well don't know why u keep wishing

Play by the rules nah I follow the mission

He told me give hope to the lost and I listen

God is the judge you ain't it you just trippin'

You follow your preference I follow conviction

Aim at perfection but everyone missing

I think I just hit the bottom

My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten

Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom

Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted

You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in

Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in

I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'

Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom

I think I just hit the bottom

My friends just left and I'm feeling forgotten

Been waiting for change, there ain't been a blossom

Wanna take that knife cut my wrist like it's dotted

You wouldn't understand all the drama I'm caught in

Talking bout risks where's the chips 'cause I'm all in

I'd jump off a cliff for the thrill of the fallin'

Been tryna ignore it but I've got a problem I hit rock bottom