Therapy Lyrics

Yeah

Everyone around me just complaining or hating

My day is built up of just so much frustration that I'm taking

Got temptation to go back, affiliating, drug-relating

What I'm saying is that the road that I'm taking is getting so complicated

And if I never took a pill, at will I probably still be picking daffodils

And then I wouldn't still be waking up with these outstanding bills

Or running for the hills, it's under one condition

And I'm sorry if it's rough, but that's the way that I be living

Like when catching a breath was my only mission

They were wishing I was missing the time that I nearly overdosed

Inside the kitchen, didn't listen when they said take two

But then I overdid it, didn't listen when they say take two

But didn't even take my medication for ages

I guess that's something that the doctor's been saying

That it would make me insane

I didn't even really remember my name

With my body in pain like society, it will never be the same

I'm in the rain, I'm crying down on my knees

And I'm praying, now please, I need to find better releases

In pieces, all that I ever needed was reasons to live

But now I can't even see them, I'm grieving

It's like I'm in a prison and I can't get released

I'm surrounded by fleas, they be trying to live in my sheets

Why you talking to me, looking for some kind of receipt

I always could never sleep, I'd be up sniffing my keys

And that's my retrospect, wasting all this time was just a big regret

Disrespect, I will not give up until there's nothing left

Nothing left, first step is never hardest, it's the second step

Second step, I'll be just doing this regardless till I'm late to rest

And if I'm being honest, I don't even wanna tell you this

But every time you lie to me, I've seen all of this selfishness

Thinking to myself, I wish I could just stop pretending

This is something that it's not, you're just insulting my intelligence

And I drank away depression every day

Just to get you out my brain, but it didn't feel the same

Smoking so much cigarettes, at least 20 a day

If I didn't have a smoke, then I just wouldn't be okay

Interrupt my sentence every second, no delay

You would second guess suggestions in the words I had to say

Guess it's nothing to you, guess it's only something you can break

Guess it's nothing to you, guess it's only something in the way

Talking to the wall, so they said I needed therapy

I'm talking to a therapist who's probably needing therapy

Letting what's above of me distract what is in front of me

Was born, they taking care of me, get old, they taking care of me

Can't forget the things that you would always come and say to me

I'd always see you smiling, never taught to share the energy

If I understood, I would've stopped acting so selfishly

I guess it went with time, life I mixed up and we went separately

You get mad at me, that's your strategy

To make it out like I'm the one that's causing tragedy

I remember in the school, they used to laugh at me

Then comment on my status, saying that I got the talent, see

I don't make apologies, the only time I do is when I am the liability

My responsibility is to walk around with honesty, to make my mother proud of me

I'm thinking all of this and I can't break it down, my mental state is breaking

Now I've made all my decisions, never asked them how

Say I'm just complaining and straining and it's frustrating

I don't care what you are saying, there's someone out there relating, yeah its Rob

When he actually told his story

It was very funny, we were around the sitting room, we were having a chat

And Rob, an unbelievable guy, he smile lights up the room

But he wanted to get his message out

And how he did it was through a song of things that had happened him growing up

The only way he could get it out was through that song

And when I listened to it, oh my god

I remember coming out of it, how I felt, the emotion was unreal