TRIALS ft. Chilldren Of Indigo, Nojo Wallace & Blake Cris Lyrics

Yeah heh Nojo Ladi Blake yeah

Trials and Jubilations

Seen some of the worst

Striving for the best

Lets go

It's all fun and game until

You realizing you running out of tokens plus u only getting older

That's when shit gets real

And life feels like you going thru the motions

No emotions in a nigga see I'm only a shell

Been through enough to make a nigga wanna go out and kill

Talked to a therapist she told me just to feel what I feel

If I keep choosing to repress it how could I ever heal

It's kinda hard to keep your hope when life done had you on the ropes

I watched my unc get hooked on dope That ain't some shit that I condone

But how the fuck u supposed to cope with all the shit you can't control

And you been calling up to God but he ain't answering the phone

Lotta times of me panicking times I would cry comes my whys needed answering

Times I'd get high just to combat the lows know that shit can take a toll

But Life's a bitch and that's just the way it goes

You don't know the half of the half

Box me in I slip the jab

I'm on go up in the lab get my float on in the lab

If I gotta quarterback i'm throwing bullets like McNabb

What a day what a day and I don't treat it like a task

I got breath up in my body so i'm thankful I ain't gasping

The air's thin way up here like i'm in Aspen

I work too hard to get this plane I can't crash it

I won't go back and forth over the net like Sampras

We can go toe to toe and see who come out champion

Let the smoke clear and see who come out laughing

Got it out the mud and the clay don't play with Cassius

A winner in all facets and winter to fall fashions

You ever find your mind get jammed like work traffic

Only temporary gotta keep on mashing

I wouldn't still be here if I couldn't evolve past it

Hit a different gear and move past it

Zoom

Yeah we Iridescent

Flipping pain and forging new irony

Man I stepped in these bars

The deepest Valley had to let you know

I accepted the blessing

Had to square my intuition

Pull the strings just to get it

Wake and make up the deficit

Damn the dream get aggressive

And suffer daily depression

Know at the core we still peasants man

Fuck the pleasantries

I stopped spending all my time against my enemies

And It got better when turned and faced the inner me

Attain my sanity the seconds when I'm spilling free

So pardon me if you don't get it spin the tape the Chilldren handled

Bar this energy

I'm being all the things they said I couldn't be

Naija born

Black Targaryan man how can it be

I'm throwing stones at these glass ceilings

Feeling what I'm spilling through these lips

Unequivocally been better ever since

Bars litty through these fires had to grow

through these trials had to motherfucking