Distant Tugboat Lyrics

I can't do this

I'm too weak

Baiting men with messages

I hope never catch

Anxiety

That'll never unlatch

Getting excited to be excited

But I part the clouds to make me feel clear-sighted

Oh

I've tried to force myself to be strong

So I can start

I know I want this for me

Yet every time it comes up

I see us fall apart

But for nothing we'll fall apart

Anyway

How come I have to change to let you be the same?

I've tried so hard to put myself out there

Tried so hard to be like you

So maybe I can understand

'cause if I'm not like you

Then how can I be with you?