dedication. Lyrics

I've been giving it my all

I heard a little message and I listened to the call

A lot of people rap, but the vision that I saw

Is intrinsic to my mission

On God

That's my rock, non-stop, I won't flop

A lot of people hop on trends then fall off

I ain't tryna be another number, another face up in the crowd

So I push it to the limit, give a fuck who is around

I just put my money down, to enter this contest

And if I'm being honest, this is just the rawest

Put down my last dollar, so now I have nothing left

Literally I'm in the red, barely even getting fed

But the light at the end of the tunnel is ahead

Keep on persevering, cause you never know what's next

Keep strong in your spirit, cause forever you are blessed

I just hope that people listen and get the mess that I made

And the messages I laid, the direction I would take

I wish upon a plane in the night sky

Can we pretend that airplanes are shooting stars

Chewing through the bars, cruising on the boulevard

Like a Buddha, I've been seeing through illusions, what

That block my vision

Can't stop my momentum

I'm gonna write the words, I pen it

It's infinite when I spin it

A little bit of a limerick, gonna send it up

I've been pent up enough

Yeah, the tension and the pressure gets to me, but I'm tough

I look for medicine and friends, I meditate

I procrastinate

I don't want to wait

I can't hesitate

The clock is ticking

I don't watch it, cause I never want to waste a second

I've been waiting so long

Yeah, yeah

To find what I need

Need

I've been looking, searching

I've been finding what I really do need

I've been looking, searching, and finding what I really need

It's within me

Yeah, yeah

It's within me

Right here inside my spirit, I know I feel it

I started falling, and then I couldn't stop it

I was just losing my rocker, but then I chalked it up to all of my losses

My self-sabotages, my own subconscious got me deep in my own process

I hope that I can get through all of this

I'm stronger than I've ever been

Might be weathered, but I'm getting through it every single day

Yeah

Yeah, yeah