My Letter Lyrics

Dear Lord this is my letter to you

I now realize that I have been mistreating you to an extent Want to tell you that I'm sorry for it

And now I just need to let out every little bit of my heart

pick it apart til I figure out

How to get it out

Already know how it came about

And because I know it's wrong I want to stop

Can't let it go on too long can't let it have me on lock

I gotta break it right now before it's too late

And I already know I ain't got no time to waste

So I'm repenting now Lord please forgive me

For my mistakes and any others that I may not see

On my journey tryna get to you in heaven

Thinking about you and serving you 24-7

Always thinking and feeling like I'm satisfying you

Even when I know not what I really do

Basically God what I don't do

Is open up my mind and heart completely to you

Now it's not planned and not intentional

So my thoughts have to be three dimensional

To deal with this complicated situation

And get through it without a lot of frustration

Now God I'm tryna get to the bottom line

Of why I somewhat treat you like the average guy

It's like I need them to push their way in my heart

And the winner is the one that pulls out the dart

That holds and keeps all my pain and hurt inside

That I can't get out no matter how hard I try

This is something that started when I was very young

Now I'm grown and still biting my tongue

Every time I think I have to share my feelings

Cause I feel like I'm not able but I know I'm willing

To open up to you it's just so hard

To express my feelings and remove these scars

But I have to cause I'm committing a sin

Every time you're around and I don't let you in

I hope and pray that to me you come right to

Instead of me just pushing my way to you

I have to let go and give you the praise

With my head held high and my hands raised

I want to worship you in spirit and in truth

And if the devil try to stop me I'll shake him loose

I need a closer relationship with you Lord

Feel my soul with joy don't want to be bored

I want to move my feet I want to clap my hands

I want to move to the beat just let go and dance

And I pray that we can come closer together

Thanks that's the end of my letter