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You know you shouldn't trust me

I'm gonna make you anyway

Open up your core

Let's explore what's in store, won't you

Try to love me

Knowing I'm not here to stay

Seeing you's a chore

Just you wait till I get bored, baby

'Cause you're a diamond

Cutting and luxurious

And so incurious, however pure, 'cause I

Try to mine you

Your words are spurious

Your skin impervious

I know I make you furious

I know I'll never be enough for you

I make it tough to feel loved

And that's nothing new

I get so solipsistic, my every instinct

My inner cynic, my hate intrinsic

My soul a prison

And I know I self-destructed out of the blue

But the signs were all there

You just chose to look through them and

Vie for attention against all discretion

And cling to a time

When I had a direction

I first met you at a party

You hardly knew anybody there

I could tell it by your blank stare

The way you downed the Bacardi

Your bouncing to Cardi

And drowning Mike's Hards

Come on, Mike's Hards?

We're on and off, like a light switch

Fight, kiss

But the room is only bright when you're in it

I'd be typing a thesis, a treatise

A million reasons to cease this

Until I see this and seize up

Guess I was sorely mistaken

We're poorly thought out

Just like sex on the beach

Without a blanket

I didn't fake it

I gave and I gave

Watch you take what you take

Shove my face into the pavement

So that's my payment

A free spree at Payless

Say less, there's no white knight

It isn't chess

Got me obsessed, one press, undressed

If everything's a test

Why can't I be the teacher's pet, 'cause

We're inevitable

Like an old man coughing in the theater

Like a phone call from your mother

Right the minute that you need her

Inevitable, like a baby crying on a plane

Or someone losing all your info

Once they see there's nought to gain

Inevitable, like how all the

Greens you bought will rot

When you have salad for a day

And then just leave them in their spot

Inevitable, we're just like a rainy day in May

I found my needle in the hay

How could I let you get away

'Cause I know I'll never be enough for you

I make it tough to feel loved

And that's nothing new

I get so solipsistic, my every instinct

My inner cynic, my hate intrinsic

My soul a prison

And I know I self-destructed out of the blue

But the signs were all there

You just chose to look through them and

Vie for attention against all discretion

And cling to a time

When I had a direction