anxious Lyrics

I think I'm moving wrong, cause every single day I try to make a song, it takes so long

my form is what I'm hating on

I take a bong and face it long, until my face is gone, it makes me yawn

I'm only taking one to hell I come upon, I'm getting scared, feels like bugs are crawling

In my hair, there's something in my head and someone's standing over there, I stare deeply

At the ceiling, don't dare accept my feelings, aware I'm opposite healing, I care I'm feeling

Bare, what the hell is happening, I don't know where to start, every light I see looks

Like a face that's hiding in the dark, breathing hard and crying, there's a fire spark within

My heart, every time I see the time it feels like time is ripped apart, in time it takes

Me to work a shift, I have gone to sleep, it's working, this is perfectness and now

I am complete, can't tell a soul about this burden unless it's on a beat, it feels like

Earth's a track that I am on and it is on repeat

I can feel the nerves attack themselves within my skin, but why again, there's a guilt that's

Burning from within, I don't believe in sin but maybe there's a little truth, in learning

How to civilize with civil eyes throughout my youth, that's how I move, wanting nothing

Else but to improve, what all can I prove and disapprove, it's nothing I can choose

I feel like down the line someday I might decide to lose, what should I do, I need a

Cue or something I can use, but on a noose that's knotted loose, or something on the news

And not a bottle of juice or go standing on the roof, I do not know it but it's something

That I gotta do, I'm feeling like a prostitute that's stuck inside a constant mood