dont let me go Lyrics

dont let me go - mgk

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Lately, my thoughts eatin' me alive

Laid in the bed, thinking maybe that hate will finally go away if I'm not alive

Wish I didn't listen, just like I wish they would understand me one time

I had a breakdown, and tatted my entire body except one line

Everything's just fine, slipping again

There I go slipping again, I'm acting different again

I see my family's reflection every time I look in the cup, and I sip it again

After this ends, tell me after all the sins, will I be mentioned again?

Why do I care if in the end it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again?

Yeah, Slim, bring the beat in

Before my dad left this Earth

He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want

I was supposed to die at birth

Gave me a chance and I fucked it up, give me another one (mm)

I've been running from secrets I hate as a kid and I never confronted 'em

I just called mom

Said I forgive her for not being there when I needed one

I'm coming back, just let me go

I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah

I'm coming back, just let me go

I'm coming back, don't let me go

Who am I when the music stops?

And the character that I've been playing is really just broken and fucking lost?

I swear, I've been telling you over and over again in all of these songs

But they don't hear nothing I'm writing, 'cause they're too busy trying to write me off

And they go on, and on, and on

It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked

You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable

'Cause I blocked it off, I got trust issues growing up

No one was there to hear what I thought

My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid

When me and my father fought

Yeah, I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce

But it's what the doctor gave me

Rehab patient with a pen and some paper

The psychiatrist keeps evaluating

How can I live with the fact that my hand wasn't on a stomach

When we lost the baby?

I don't got no one to turn to

'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was trying to raise me (mm)

Searching for someone to tell me who I really am

I don't know when I look in the mirror

Constantly dreading the day that the audience might not be screaming for me anymore

Feeling of dying alone and not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear

Kiss the person that I love as if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door

I'm coming back, just let me go (feelin' like)

I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah

I'm coming back, just let me go

I'm coming back, don't let me go (mm)

I'm coming back, just let me go (mm)

I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah (mm)

I'm coming back, just let me go (mm)

I'm coming back, don't let me go

Source: Musixmatch