Not Easy Lyrics

Why isn't this easy

When I'm hanging with you

Always feeling like it's freezing

You scared of me leaving

Misplacing the parts you got me piecing

Tell me what you feel and

Don't give me another reason

Explain, how we sex play

Not even discussing what we could say

On a Tuesday

Thought I caught a vibe

When I know you just arrived

Now you know I'm always high

Hope I'm just another guy

But I'm

Probably wrong

Probably wrong

Don't know how to treat you

I was working on myself before planning to meet you

Cameras and clothes but it's all talk

Try to play it cool

Fuck the small talk

I'm finding that it's hard for me to do that

I'm always dumb wack

Where's her head at

Where's my head at

I try to keep it friendly but it's lowkey

All of my defenses dropping slowly

Talk of going back to mine, only

Wasn't expecting for you to want me

Like this

Got me fucked up

Like this

Yeah

Riding round on the heel-toe express

I know I got a whip but I forgot to address it

Doesn't matter

She'd know I'd rather

Wear a mask

And be passenger

So we can chat and relax

I can laugh with her

Fucked up

I play it down when she's around

But it's fucked up

The way she clowning round and round

Puckers up when I give it back

Telling me to take it back

Smacking at my face

And pushing me in the back

And it's all fun and games on her terms

I know that's the word

You've already heard

But it kinda fucking hurts

The way she tell me nothing

And wants me to buy her shirts

And she don't even ask what

I've been up to first

Now that's fucked up

Now that's

Now that's fucked up

That's fucked up

Now that's fucked up

Now that's fucked up