MAGICIAN Lyrics

Do you feel my heart racing

It's never felt this fast before

All my answers erased and

I'm only ten steps from the door

I turn the knob

I reach for you

You close the door

I'm backing down

Shadowed figures in my mind

That represent my fear

Overcoming a good lie

And seeing you appear

I'm terrified

We go to war

I stare as you

get out the car

Pulling me in quicker than I ever have before

Sick of not choosing myself and closing open doors

We've been too old for while to do what we are told

Time takes off when I reside in

Choice, chaos, control

It's scary like you've split me into two

You pull me out of hats

And break my rules

Flip my mind like a card

Tie my thoughts in a knot

Then in the time you pull me into your arms I forgot

You've got my lips sealed like a sacred box

I get so scared of loving till I'm not

You placed me in metaphorical positions

My mind magician

Not intentionally nauseas

You've got me feeling types a ways

Didn't feel with any other

Not the typical I'd throw away

Take me out

And keep me guessing

On my toes

Until I'm flying

Addicted to the rush of giving up all my life

Never found it hard to just give into the fight

But when you're here I'm afraid of it all ending tragic

Will you walk out of the door just call it magic

Addiction beats it best it's all I've ever known

My stomach drops when I see your face on my phone

Not because I'm tied in two or fallen in my mission

I'd just like to keep on with my magician

It's scary like you've split me into two

You pull me out of hats

And break my rules

Flip my mind like a card

Tie my thoughts in a knot

Then in the time you pull me into your arms I forgot

You've got my lips sealed like a sacred box

I get so scared of loving till I'm not

You placed me in metaphorical positions

My mind

Magician