I Guess Things Change Lyrics

We used to spend all night just gaming with the boys

Now the discord call's empty nobody's making noise

I'm just waiting for the invite last online years ago

Beautiful horizons, now everything's feeling vertical

Get a job, fall in love, start a family it's the usual

But I'm just sitting waiting on call I guess I'm delusional

Thinking things would go back to how they used to be before

Playing games without a care, responsibilities ignored

I guess things change

Yeah

We turned the page

Oh

Please don't erase

Oh no

The memories

Alarm rings early, just another day at work

It's been a couple of years why do I still feel the hurt

Not from losing in game or the arguments that played

Cause that shit didn't matter, everything would be okay

I'm talking about the voices, the ones I used to hear

Not the voice in my head, that's the one I truly fear

Telling me I've grown old, no one even really cared

All our stories untold, moments that we used to share

That they didn't really matter, everybody disappeared

In reality, the boys just focused on their careers

Maybe I'm out of focus like the old camera gear

That took our blurry photos throughout graduation year

I'm just losing my mind

I'm just losing my time

Am I losing my life

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh

I'm just losing my mind

And I don't know why

Am I losing my life

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh

I'm just losing my mind mind mind mind

Am I alive