WHAT IS THIS Lyrics

What is this and why doesn't it work

What is this and why does it hurt

What is this that makes it feel worse

You say blessing but I say curse

When you saw me you said you saw an angel

Why would you put your angel through hell

All I ever did was love you

and all you ever did was take me through

Lows and lowers, cement and boulders

All I have for you are two cold shoulders

Tell me what's my bleeding heart to do

Over and over you died to be here

Losing me was your biggest fear

Then you made our nightmare come true

What is this and why doesn't it work

What is this and why does it hurt

What is this that makes it feel worse

You say blessing but I say curse

Now I'm fighting through this life without you

That's not what I wanted to do

It's no secret that I'm lonely

Torture to miss what you've shown me

Your touch, your kisses, I need 3 wishes

Much too often my heart dismisses

Erasing you from my memory

I know I shouldn't love you anymore

But when you sit outside my door

You're a beautiful sight for my sore eyes to see

What is this and why doesn't it work

What is this and why does it hurt

What is this that makes it feel worse

You say blessing but I say curse

At the speed of light this pain arrived

It's the only proof that I'm alive

My bleeding heart is all I feel inside

What on earth brought me to this place

I close my eyes, I still see your face

My inner peace is in outer space

What is this and why doesn't it work

What is this and why doesn't it work

What is this and why doesn't it work

You say blessing but I say curse