Fade 2 Black Lyrics

When I was young the age of 21

I thought I'd only make it barley

Use to think I'd die young and that shit was scaring me

I got too much to lose to have my parents ever bury me

You wasn't there

So I use these drugs as a therapy

Taking all these drugs

Hoping that it gives me Clarity

Sitting on my feelings

Because nobody ever cherished me

They help you and then forget about you

Like it was charity

Goofy Niggas cappin like it was a parody

None of you goofy niggas could never put no fear in me

Cus I live my life how I like I'm living carelessly

Old homies tried to embarrass me

Demons in my head lately they been daring me

Nobody compares to me

Used to be a star up on the yard like it was Jerry's team

I got the booth like horror movie shoot

It's a scary scene

Seeing you leave was a scary dream

But then I think

When I was young the age of 21

Thought I'd only make it barley

Use to think I'd die young and that shit was scaring me

Got too much to lose to have my parents ever bury me

You wasn't there

So I use these drugs as a therapy

Taking all these drugs

Hoping that it gives me Clarity

Sitting on my feelings

Because nobody ever cherished me

They help you and then forget about you

Like it was charity

I've been scarred that's why my love is at a scarcity

All I wanted was some love and some transparency

That is what I rarely see that is what I rarely see

They don't love me

You can catch me in all black and gold like the saints

I got new lil bitch and she on point like a shank

Shawty want it all

Want it all off the drank

She knows a Nigga not basic

So why you always playing

Used to be in the streets at night like a stray cat

Should've told me you love me

Would've been no games I don't play that

Shawty give me head when I smoke and I lay back

Last night I said I loved you

I ain't mean to say that

The crazy part is I do love you baby and I hate that

I've been hurt before lil baby

Yeah I'm talking way way back

Im talking way way way way way back

Yeah yeah yeah

You said done with me

And yeah I know that's straight cap

Hope you still in love with me

And yeah you find your way back

I'll be waiting for you still while I'm making these tracks

I'll be waiting for you still while I'm making these racks

I'll be waiting for you

Even when I'm getting these plaques

I'm going double plat plat

I'm going double plat plat

But I know it had to fade to end

And it had to fade to black

But baby tell me

I wonder if you'll make your way back

Baby make your way back

I'm in love with you girl and I really hate that

I'm in love with you girl and I really hate that

Baby will you ever make your way back

Baby will you ever make your way back

I'm in love with you girl and I really hate that

I'm in love with you girl and it's hard for me to say that

But I know it had to fade to end had to fade to black

Shit you told me that I had to stay back

And I hate that

But I know it had to fade to end had to fade to black

Shit you told me that I had to stay back

And I hate that