stuck in a loop Lyrics

I just feel pretty lost right now

Thought by now I'd have something figured out

I'm only here through all the choices I choose

It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop

And I just feel pretty lost right now

Thought by now I'd have something figured out

I'm only here through all the choices I choose

It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop

And I always start things but never finish them

I get distracted a lot and procrastinate like I've got no interest

And I rely on Auto-Correct to spell things for me

Like putting pen to paper is it an S or a C?

And my love life is none existent

I'd love to be the kind of guy who can just fuck and never catch a feeling

But that's just not me

I start to fantasise and think of everything that we could be

And I just want a wife but I don't want to talk to anybody

I've got so much love to give, just let me waste it on somebody

But I'm scared to show my heart and become vulnerable again

I swear I'll lose it if I hear "Let's just be friends" again

I cry more than I thought a man of my age would

When I was a kid I thought that being an adult would be so good

But I still feel like a kid with just more years to my name

I wonder how everybody seems to stay so sane

I just feel pretty lost right now

Thought by now I'd have something figured out

I'm only here through all the choices I choose

It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop

And I don't go out cos I feel anxious when I talk to people

I'm like an extroverted introvert and nothing's simple

I have days when I feel like I've figured everything out

And other days when I feel scared to even leave the house

And I will daydream when someone's literally talking to me

It's like "Sorry, what was that? I wasn't listening"

'Cause I get nervous, sweaty and my head starts to spin

I almost never feel comfortable in the situations I'm in

It seems like everybody else is having sex but me

And I know where I'm going wrong, guess it's a confidence thing

And I won't lie, I'm insecure about the size of my dick

But I've been told that it's alright and that I know how to use it

I wake in cold sweats, probably because of the stress

And every hour I'm wondering "Am I doing my best?"

And I know I go on social media way too much

And compare my life to posts and stories that are just made up

I just feel pretty lost right now

Thought by now I'd have something figured out

I'm only here through all the choices I choose

It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop

It feels like everyone around me has their life figured out

I'm fighting demons in my head that just won't calm down

I have a problem actually just saying "no" to people

And I'm bad at setting boundaries that I know will protect my feelings

And I'll stare in the mirror longer than I probably should

Finding every imperfection just to not feel good

And I will stare at my phone until my fucking eyes burn

Knowing that I should go to bed but one more clip won't hurt

I'll wear odd socks if I can't find a pair

And I worry that the best thing about me is my hair

I think I hide away as a form of protecting myself

I'm in a job that I don't like because it pays for my rent

I'll tidy my room for it to just get messy two days later

I feel like I struggle even asking people for a favour

'Cause I feel like I'm a hassle or I'm becoming a burden

I'm always pressuring myself that I should be a better person

But

I just feel pretty lost right now

Thought by now I'd have something figured out

I'm only here through all the choices I choose

It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop

And I just feel pretty lost right now

Thought by now I'd have something figured out

I'm only here through all the choices I choose

It's like everyday's the same, I feel I'm stuck in a loop