i let myself rot Lyrics

Ive sat in the same spot for the last three years now

Watching all my friends grow into people I dont know

Ive stared at the wall so long my thoughts began to sound like static

And all of the things I loved

Started to turn into memories

I saw the people lined up against the wall

For the first time

And I felt my skin, I felt it beg for something more

I can't keep sitting here

This restless aching in my chest

It pushes none the wiser

And I'm getting tired

Of sitting around and holding back

Ill accept my early grave so you can stuff me further down

And when I can't explain the depth of the static

you'll just think that I'm joking around

If that's the price to pay to keep my peace

I guess ill live here

Out of spite.