HXLP ME Lyrics

You said you wouldn't protect me

I guess I can't complain

But I don't know how to protect myself

So why should I play this game

I wrote a suicide note last night

Cuz I know I'm too weak to live

But I know I'm never gonna use it

Cuz I know I'm too weak to give in to the pain

I'm too scared of my emotions

But I'm too scared off what's beyond

What the fuck did you do to me

I'm so damn scared of everybody

In this cruel cruel world

It's a cruel cruel world inside my head

Girl I'm stuck inside my head

Trapped with existential dread

Now I wish that I was dead, I'm dead

I'm dead inside, thanks to all your lies

So help me

If you ever really loved me you'd help me

But I know that you're way too selfish

So I guess I'll be livin in hell for the rest of my life

Help me

Tell me that you really loved me

Tell me that it wasn't fake

Cuz when I look back you only look like a snake

I don't want to hate you so I fuckin

Hate myself

My mind keeps on tellin me to

Kill myself

But I just wanna heal myself

I just wanna get out of this prison cell, I'm trapped in hell

I hate my mind

Pretty ass face made me so damn blind

I still wanna think there's good inside

But everything you said just doesn't align with the things I wanna find

I really want you to tell me

That you're oh so fuckin sorry

But you don't give a shit

Now I feel like a bitch

Cuz I'm way too scared to go party

Cuz what if I see you there

It's just a reminder that you don't care at all

Baby it's so unfair

I can't move on cuz I'm way too scared to fall

Cuz what if she's just like you

I hate all my friends cuz I'm scared they'll do it too

Just leave me behind I won't have a clue

What that fuck did I do to always lose

I'm too scared to go outside

Cuz now I'm lookin for all the signs I saw in you in everyone

Now all I do is run

Girl I'm stuck inside my head

Trapped with existential dread

Now I wish that I was dead, I'm dead

I'm dead inside, thanks to all your lies

So help me

If you ever really loved me you'd help me

But I know that you're way too selfish

So I guess I'll be livin in hell for the rest of my life

Help me

Tell me that you really loved me

Tell me that it wasn't fake

Cuz when I look back you only look like a snake

I don't want to hate you so I fuckin

Hate myself

My mind keeps on tellin me to

Kill myself

But I just wanna heal myself

I just wanna get out of this prison cell, I'm trapped in hell

(Yeah)

(Girl I'm stuck inside my head)

(Help me)

(Help me)

(If you loved me you'd HXLP ME)