I know it's been awhile. Lyrics

I'm still here. I know its been awhile.

I've just been gone.

My heads been in the wrong place.

Nobody really sees how easy it is to screw up.

Nobody talks about how easy it is for your whole life to change.

To be told the next day you will never walk again.

Actually more likely you would wake up in the hospital bed and told that.

And im just just stuck in this constant loop of what's the next thing to try.

Im my only bad guy, I know im my only bad guy.

I'm gonna guess I made this just to call out myself.

I mean I am the loneliest artist-who is actually gonna be listening to this?

Other then some random who discovered my songs. This is stupid.