To Something Lyrics

I feel the cold from my mothers eyes

See it move from her lungs

To her breath as her words

Fall to the wayside

And you sigh

Feel the weight of the world crashing every night

And every morning you fight to get up

No one listens

As you

Stumble slowly out of sight

So we decide

To let go of the box, the lines, the pieces

See thoughts as they are

And feel all the scars

As the tension releases

I get to ascribe

The colors and smells of the trees and her eyes

I get to define

My brother, the stones and their weight and their size

I get to feel the way I feel when she dies

We are all dying

At different rates we'll all become bones

I don't feel like lying anymore

I know what's in store I'll pretend I suppose

In search of some meaning

I feel my size in the weight of my being

Forever repeating

A big heavy burden a light before I even reach what I'm seeing

Still I cry

And feel the beauty of this world

I choose not to survive

But instead live my own fucking life

I see the world in a new light

I'm alive

And it's freeing

I see lights

And stars in the sky

And I speak to the dead and I ask

How they're doing what the weather is like

And I turn on the tv

I revel in all that I feel

My empathy

I call my friend and I ask how he's doing

He says that he misses me

And I choose just to be