Contemplate Lyrics

Well, it's been hard for me to concentrate

With all these things I contemplate

My thoughts are overflowing

Please don't ask me how it's going

I just think I need to meditate

But I'm just gonna medicate

I don't got time to hesitate

Cause life is way too fucking short

And I got things I want to do

And I don't want to die young

I'm just trying to make it through like any other person

But when my problems worsen

A nigga end up hurting

There's a lot that you don't get to see behind closed curtains

Nothing is for certain

Other than death

But I'll never truly know

When I'll take my last breath

Can you tell me where you go

When you have nothing left

Other than your soul

I keep on getting upset over things I can't control

When I need to let go

So I can feel free

I just want to know

Do you really feel me?

I just need to grow

So I can heal me

I've been feeling low

So I keep myself high

Smoking on this dope

Is what's getting me by

Why

Do I

Even fucking try?

When this life is a lie

This life is a lie

Why

Do I

Even fucking try?

When this life is a lie

Smoking on this dope

Is what's getting me by

Damn