Vitamin D Lyrics

I apologize to all my victims

I know y'all want me to die

I've been a sinful man

About to tell you why

Hold on if you want the truth

It's time to see

Why my parents separated when I was a kid

They were complicated

So many things they did

Just a little boy

Never got loved

Abused by my dad

He was addicted to drugs and mama left me

Can't you see?

I love humanity but it's still hard to believe

Let's talk about family

Everyone is my enemy

Losing touch with reality drastically

Nothing left but my fantasy

Being rude was my way to be

From karma I couldn't flee

Twelve years old

My heart was cold

I'd rather die young

Than losing my soul

Who can relate?

To many lies

Pain inside

Just wanna cry

I'm losing my mind

The only thing I knew was stress

Now what is next?

Foster home at the age of twelve

Never been appreciated

Always felt born to be hated

If you related

Be strong

Fuck the drugs

Don't call the plug

Being sober is the power of love

I just wanna dream

But my nightmares is getting too real

You better run

Teenage years is about to come

Fuck everybody

I'm already numb

Which side are you on in the spiritual fight?

Do you care about the human rights?

Have you found your inner light?

Where would you go if you leave tonight?

Only sixteen

Unable to cry

Let's talk about school

Listen to these words by a previous food

Stop trynna be cool

Activate the heart

Universal rules

First off

You gotta empty your mind

You may not believe it

But we all believing in lies

Hypocrites

Deep rooted beliefs

Blood on my wrist

That's what I had

When I was young and sad

I used to stand in the top of the bridge

I got arrested

Back off

I don't wanna be tested

I don't wanna be tested

Feeling hopeless is my only skill

I'm schizophrenic

Is the voice real?

Fuck it

Should I end it all?

Bout to slit my face

You better duck

Here comes the blade

Had to watch my back

Don't miss the past

We all are being trapped

In a changing maze

How you feel about that?

Got dyslexia

Can't even read

Keep the energy

Don't fall asleep

Retain your seed

When you wake up

You will see

This society's draining my soul

Won't lose my hope

Will power of gold

Blinded by the matrix

Too many beliefs

Vitamin D

Dignity

Beg for mercy

Can't you see?

I got a question

Do you know what it takes to be real?

Do you know what it takes to be free?

Have you ever been misspoken?

Have you ever got your heart broken?

Minority

My mom is black

I got authority

My soul is back

Won't go back

Too much stress

Heart attack is what you get

Karma is back

You can't flee

I'm sorry for calling you fat

My insecurities turn me to a dirty rat

My priorities

Believing that the earth was flat

Psychosis

I was lucky that I came back

Was so disappointed at mom and dad

Was way too sad

Was suicidal but nobody cared

You know

Listen to my words really carefully right now

You gotta believe in yourself

People will always have a opinion about your lifestyle

About your way of being

About your words

About your clothes

Trust yourself

Fuck everybody else

Okay you hear me?

Fuck everybody else

I'm out