powerlessness Lyrics

Why the fuck am I still like this

When the hell am I gonna change

I've tried so hard to get it right

And not push you away

Well, maybe one day I'll wake up

And find out what to do

Till that day I keep on living like

There's nothing left to lose

And I don't want to be so selfish

I don't want to be so cruel

Must be something in my brain

Self-destruction's all I know

So I go

Woah oh oh oh

Woah oh oh

Woah oh oh oh

Woah oh

Woah oh oh oh

Woah oh oh

So tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Why the fuck can't I just change

It must be something in my body

I can't make it go away

Am I searching for an answer

That I'm never gonna find

Peel the flesh down to my bones

Till there's nothing left inside

It's like I'm trying to fight a cancer

I can only watch it grow

Save me my hospital bed

Being sick is all I know

So I go

Woah oh oh oh

Woah oh oh

Woah oh oh oh

Woah oh

Woah oh oh oh

Woah oh oh

Why the fuck am I still like this

When the hell am I gonna change

I've tried so hard to get it right

And not push you away

So I'll go