Reminiscing Lyrics

Yeah, Billz

Fighting all my demons, got me thinking I won't make it out

Lost my closest mate, I mean my feelings ain't the same without

Victim to this game of life, there really ain't no bailing out

The memories we made, they slowly change, begin to fading out

He chose to take the drugs, and now the drugs they take him south

Chose to show no love, just out here making paper now

Yeah

I've been seeing if the people in my life are really there for me

Fight depression late at night, but never even dare to speak i write

The way I feel inside these rhymes I suffered majorly

Stuck up in a life I never liked, so I have pay to fee

Sometimes I feel alive, most of the time I'm Stuck in Make believe

Locked up inside my mind, need to find some Type of pain relief

Not ever feeling right, need some time to change my ways you see

Yo, listen

Reminiscing, thinking of the times I fell apart

Stressing, never resting, gotta stay up on my graft

Never letting any weapon be the reason I depart

Not forgetting, for a second, those who left me in the dark

Money getter, any weather, gotta stay up on my graft

I've been better, without ever taking anything to heart

Do whatever, for the cheddar that I ain't moving

Hella daft, yo, listen

Steady stacking, hella rapping, yes I'm spitting

Hella bars, never slacking, I'm attacking

Better stay up on your path, never lacking

I've been mapping who I'm putting in the past, yo, yo

Grab a pack and get to stacking, hella nittys in the yard

It's a passion, yeah, the rapping got me preaching from the heart

And these people, they be acting like I see straight through the mask

I don't deal with all the capping, so I don't even try to start

Every day I try to change my ways

Made some bad decisions, getting fucked up out my face

Went on hella missions, had me ducking from the jakes

You wanna live this life, then boy you better play it straight

People you're around will try to punch above their weight

People looking out, it's getting hot, it's getting bait

Gotta stand your ground, no matter whatever it takes

Never fuck about with any snakes or any fakes

Yeah, I said I'm reminiscing, thinking of the time I lost my dawg

Messing with my mental, yeah, it's stuck up on my heart

Never letting any weapon be the reason I depart

Not forgetting, for a second, those who left him in the dark

Only better, when together, no we cannot be apart

I've been better, without ever taking anything to heart

Do whatever, for the cheddar, I ain't moving, hella daft, yo, yo

Steady stacking, hella rapping, yes I'm spitting

Hella bars, never slacking, I'm attacking

Better stay up on your path, never lacking

I've been mapping who I'm putting in the past, yo, yo

Said I'm reminiscing, thinking of the time I lost my dawg

Messing with my mental, yeah, it's stuck up on my heart

Never letting any weapon be the reason I depart

Not forgetting, for a second, those who left him in the dark