at least i tried (intro) Lyrics

I tried love again but I ain't feel nothing at all

I guess I kept myself hung up on all your calls

I never answered cuz I thought you'd make me lose it

Did it once I can't refuse it

But I swear you won't abuse it no more

I know I missed all your texts

No trust put hearts to the test

I lost it all I'm upset

I can't have it again

I know I'm filled with regret

Can't take back what I had said

I can't have it again

Swear it's all in my head

That you gon' come back again

I tell myself that you dead

But I still look way back when

We had it all now we don't and

Now I'm stuck up in the middle

You keep messing with my mental

How'd you get so detrimental?

I thought you meant what you said

About what we could be but you would lie the whole time

I thought that you was all mine

You never wasted no time

To get behind my back and act like you had it

But it's fine

Think I hate you more than life now, shit

But that ain't right

That ain't fair

You the one who set me up to tear me down

Thought I wanted you for life? nah, shit

I won't fight

I don't care

You the one who messed me up and made me now