DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ft. NONNA Lyrics

Don't know how I feel

Don't know how I feel

Don't know how I feel

Don't know what to tell you

Don't know how to feel

S*** getting harder

S*** getting real

Life keep happening

Hitting like a hurricane

All these sad songs I'm making

That's how you know it's pain

Trauma, trauma, trauma

Numb me like novocaine

Lot of stuff I overcame

But I'm still going through

Wifey think I'm tripping

Low-key stressing

Thought I learned my lesson

When I went through that depression

I'm trying

Really trying

Lord knows I try

I wanna be successful before I die

Trying to reach my potential

'Fo I touch the sky

I've been on a quest

Searching for something real

Tryna find my way back

Moving slow uphill

Everybody round me think I'm good

'Cause I'm so chill

But deep down inside they

Don't know how I feel

Don't know how I feel

Some days feel like I'm flying

Some days feel like dying

Today, guess I feel alright

Most days I

Don't know how I feel

Most days I

Don't know how I feel

It's hard getting it out

If you can see me now

Tears fall letting it out

Fighting to be happy

'Cause I don't feel like crying

Yeah, you see me smiling but

Don't know how I feel

Trying to hold on to my mental

And keep an image that I painted of me being strong

Needed a shoulder

But I'm the one that they leaning on

Drinking, smoking

Don't know how I cope

And what hurts me the most

I lost hope

Running from misery, staying busy

Every since we lost and Steve and Izzy

Anxiety making your girl dizzy

Woah

And still to this day it give me chills

I'm thinking about my life like this can't be real

So when you see me turnt up

I'm just looking for a thrill

They think I'm having fun but they

Don't know how I feel

Don't know how I feel

Some days feel like I'm flying

Some days feel like dying

Today, guess I feel alright

Most days I

Don't know how I feel

Don't know how I feel

Most days I

Don't know how I feel

Don't know how I feel

Some days

Some days