Crawling Back Lyrics

I'm always crawling back to you

I can't be heartless

All of those nights I stayed lonely in my apartment

Thinking bout you

My heart is starving

Catch me away from the action outside the party

I'm in my room here in the darkness

Laid out my broken pieces scattered on the carpet

Because of you

These stitches scarring

We're complicated forever until death departed

I got these chest pains I don't know where they coming from

My body don't function like the way it did since my insecurities hurting us

I had to resist from looking up pics of the time that we spent down in Edinburgh

Taking painkillers on the daily I miss you getting off work and I'd call you up

Getting off work and I'd call you up

Fuck how I feel

Pop some of these pills

I'm thinking I'm losing my sense of time

Acting all weird

Back of the black mirror

I can't get a hold of my peace of mind

Got these irrational fears needed you to hold me down

I drown myself in my career

I'm always crawling back to you

I can't be heartless

All of those nights I stayed lonely in my apartment

Thinking bout you

My heart is starving

Catch me away from the action outside the party

I'm in my room here in the darkness

Laid out my broken pieces scattered on the carpet

Because of you

These stitches scarring

We're complicated forever until death departed

I wish I believed that together we're better cause shit there ain't nobody else

I thought that I'd never hear from you again many months after wishing you well

I still listen to songs on our playlist even though it still be giving me chills

I know you were thinking the same thing

Reminiscing on how we met last spring

Okay on the outside looks like I'm doing good I'm moving on

Stay and talk a while and soon enough you'll notice something's wrong

And I was scared to death even though I told you that I wanna call

Cause I can't lose you again and I

I'm always crawling back to you

I can't be heartless

All of those nights I stayed lonely in my apartment

Thinking bout you

My heart is starving

Catch me away from the action outside the party

I'm in my room here in the darkness

Laid out my broken pieces scattered on the carpet

Because of you

These stitches scarring

We're complicated forever til death departed

Crawling back to you