Spider (Live at the Howland Cultural Center) (Live) Lyrics

I don't mean to make things worse but

Something deep inside of me is itching to destroy your joy and comfort

Sinister hypocrisy

The spider's inching closer to the window's edge

Its ready to crawl under

A window pane is just a frame to make you feel like you are safe

But honestly

What's in or out its all the same

I don't mean to devastate

But somewhere in me simmering there is a rage I can't contain

I've tuned into a peaceful grace

But now that you are near again

The spider's poised

It's silky maze defying laws of solid space

When you tell me I've done wrong its hard to agree

But I know I tend to turn on you way too easily

I promised I'd learn to refrain

And maybe if I were still sane

I'd laugh or wave it off and walk away

But not today

The spider's coming

She's out to get you

There's no use in running

When you least expect her