Painting the Roses Red Lyrics

When I wake up, I'm still confused

Of if I'd be okay without you

When I wake up, I wonder now

If I'm enough for your love

Or if I'm second to someone

Oh, cause I know that I'm not much

Oh, But I know you have my love

So tell me to stay and I'll stay for a while

It's been hurting me just trying to see you smile

And it has for a while

And I don't wanna play pretend

Like I haven't been painting the roses red

It holds me in a grip

The love that I don't want to slip

But I hold on to what's been gone for so long

And I wonder when I became a fool

And as the knot tightens

And my body goes lifeless

I wonder where I went wrong

Oh, cause I know that I'm not much

Oh, But I know you have my love

So tell me to stay and I'll stay for a while

It's been hurting me just trying to see you smile

And it has for a while

And I don't wanna play pretend

Like I haven't been painting the roses red

You said that when I went away you lost your purpose

And I'm the reason you feel worthless

But I swear it wasn't on purpose

I guess I just blame it all on the roses