Design Lyrics

Lipstick stained on my face

I can't stand how it tastes 

But I leave it on

Wish I could say I'm great 

Keeping me stuck feels safe

Who I am is gone

Not even glitter on my eyes 

Could bring me back to life

Old tricks won't work on me this time

Design patterns on my floor

I match colors in my drawer

The blueprint is the only thing I'm living for

I draw lines on my bed

Everything's left unsaid 

So chaotic in my mind

Only fix is to design 

Obsessively wrecking me 

Neurotically testing me

Only fix is to design 

Cutting ties let me be 

Feelin' things you won't see

Spiral in my head 

Wish I could say I'm great 

But every day's the same 

Waking up to go to sleep again

I used to be so colorful 

Then the voices took control

Now I have to paint inside the lines

Design patterns on my floor

I match colors in my drawer

The blueprint is the only thing I'm living for

I draw lines on my bed

Everything's left unsaid 

So chaotic in my mind

Only fix is to design 

Obsessively wrecking me 

Neurotically testing me

Numbing my body 

Numb to everything

But it's my hobby  

I can't feel a thing

Numbing my body 

Numb to everything 

But it's my hobby  

I can't feel a thing

Numbing my body 

Numb to everything 

Even beggin' there's no one to save me

Design patterns on my floor

I match colors in my drawer

The blueprint's all I'm living for

I draw lines on my bed

Everything's left unsaid 

So chaotic in my mind

Only fix is to design 

Obsessively wrecking me 

Neurotically testing me

Only fix is to design