Bloodletting Lyrics

Found myself in a brand new body

All I had to do was let the plague rot me

30 days and 30 night

Of not eating right

Now I feel alive

Never knew myself to move this freely

Reaping rewards from things that almost killed me

30 drives and 30 guys

30 songs like knives

Daunting blades that thrill me

Some nights when I wake up in a cold sweat

Not sure whose chest I laid my head

I try to leave without breaking their tight thread

Cause if I stay, then I might get misread

I make the scrape, to numb the ache

All this emotional weight

But I'll keep

Bloodletting just to paint a picture

Can't see it, but it's getting clearer

Clenching bones, staring in the mirror

Those euphoric fears

I haven't felt in years

I'm not sure what's good for me

Everything good in my life just bores me

Only rewarded when I behave poorly

So I keep (Bloodletting, bloodletting, bloodletting bloodletting)

To paint a picture

(Eat my body, Drink my blood, Eat my body, Drink my blood, Eat my body, Drink my blood, Eat my body, Drink my blood)

I'm feeling better than I ever have before

I brought this skeleton right down to it's core

Bloody knuckles, broken glass, carving out the unknowns

Even when i'm breathings, it's just bones

Rather make a fool of me

Than pull myself up earnestly

I know it's contradictory

To strive for goals I'd to reach

You see it's killing me

To lose my credibility

I can't cry wolf deliberately

I pray the help come willingly

No tranquility

I starve for immobility

I carve but I can't feel a thing

So I keep

Bloodletting just to paint a picture

Can't see it, but it's getting clearer

Clenching bones, staring in the mirror

Those euphoric fears

I haven't felt in years

I'm not sure what's good for me

Everything good in my life just bores me

Only rewarded when I behave poorly

So I keep (Bloodletting, bloodletting, bloodletting bloodletting)

To paint a picture

Eat my body

Drink my blood

Scar my mind

Forget who I was

Watch as I play pretend

Never see that guys again

Eat my body

Drink my blood

Scar my mind

Forget who I was

That guy who's always

Bloodletting

Regretting

My bile on your bedding

Sweat, tears, and blood smears

From sad queers

You disappeared

On to the the next cut

To have skin thats untouched

My brain won't be enough

Take my thighs and my gut

So I keep

Bloodletting just to paint a picture

Can't see it, but it's getting clearer

Clenching bones, staring in the mirror

Those euphoric fears

I haven't felt in years

I'm not sure what's good for me

Everything good in my life just bores me

Only rewarded when I behave poorly

So I keep (Bloodletting, bloodletting, bloodletting bloodletting)

Oh I keep

Oh

To paint a picture