numb Lyrics

UOttawa station

Station UOttawa

Doors Opening

Ouverture des portes

Yeah uh

Flowers die, eventually

Chapter 7, die with ease

Cause people don't abandon

The ones that they love

They only abandon

The ones they've used up

Tried to hide, who you were

I was hurt, did the same

Tried to fight, out the words

I was cursed, filled with shame

Never healed what hurt you

So you bled on, you and I

Never even cut you

I was lead on, do or die

Sticking to the script

We were ticking off shit

Just to get it over with

I feel free and I found peace

When I'm not with her

Had to let go and let the flower wither (go)

So we could love each other

And love ourselves (love ourselves)

We could never really reach each other

We could never really see the other

Playing our parts in the shadows

Taking a breath before we call

Saying we hate being apart for hours

And go back to not talking at all

Did we ever love at all

Did we ever trust at all

We burned out

I was afraid of the fall

Turns out

I never knew you at all

Feeling so numb (feeling so numb)

And I don't know where to go

And I don't know how she got me

Feeling so numb (feeling so numb)

Now I can't even ride the subway

Without feeling some type of way

Remember the seats we sat in

At the back

Giggling and laughing

Used to sit alone

Feeling defeated & uncared

Now I sit with myself

Resting my feet on ur chair

Let out those tears of truth

I can finally see you

Hey, it's been a while

Where have u been

You were hiding behind that smile

Hiding behind that grin

Cause you didn't wanna hurt me

Wish you could've told me a while back

Girl wouldn't be the first time

But the last time (but the last time)

Feeling so numb

Different love languages

We were lost in translation

Lost in anguish and hurt

Time for the transformation

We were on two different roads

But we got the same destination

See you on the other side

That was our proclamation

Trauma does not excuse one's actions

It explains it

Feeling so numb (feeling so numb)

And I don't know where to go

And I don't know how she got me

Feeling so numb (feeling so numb)

Feelin' Feelin'

Feelin' Feelin'

Feelin' Feelin' so numb

Feelin' Feelin'

Feelin' Feelin'

Feelin' Feelin' so numb

Trauma does not excuse one's actions

It explains it