CRAZY STORY'S Lyrics

Life's just been different

Really think I'm losing hope

Ain't no game I take aim, now my vision's slow

Things about to escalate, I'ma let it blow

I've been traumatized since born, homie, I was 4

You ain't see my other side, but homie, here we go

Putt in some positions, I don't wanna let it hold me back

Making all this music, tell you music till your grew sick just to on track

Yeah, I'm rapping all this stuff, now it's giving me flashbacks

Tryna switch it up, but I'm losing all this stuff, wack

Want my dad back, but I can't have dad

Can't you get that through your head, just understand that

Write it on your notepad, make someone else mad

Make someone else sad, I will be the better dad

Trapped up in this maze, and I'm never gonna make it out

My family got played by the father sitting on the couch

Feel like I got stabbed up in his heart, now I'm bleeding out

I just wanna leave this earth for good, or leave my family proud

Remember all those times when the pantry was empty

Grew up feigning for some money, always wishing for plenty

They say our cops good, but they always leaving us hungry

We like the lost bees around, looking for honey

I just wanna tell my story, I'ma tell you from the start

We grew up in a trailer, it was lonely and so dark

Had nothing to eat, so we had to play it smart

We was in a deep hole, tryna climb out like a dart

I'ma walk up, if you talking on my name then the sparks up

And I'm ready to take aim, I got no trust

Shawty best believe this game, I'ma show up

If you talking on my name, I'm on a whole nother level

Dropping these bombs like a rebel, fighting through struggles and metal

Weight on my chest, it's real stressful

Wait, just till you open that door

Its what you love or what you hate? It could be more

Momma's stressing over bills

Told me be careful up on these streets, you might get killed

But the only thing that beats to me is silence, it's my thrill

Feelings in my head, but my emotions, they got spilt

I've been in too deep to build up all the guilt

At a young age, I was affected

From all these lies and stories got me looking at reflections

And I understand, if you don't want me up in your presence, don't you understand

Making mistakes, but I learn from lessons

And it seems to me, I've been holding up with all aggressions

But your enemies and frenemies, they all turn to blessings

Ayy, there ain't no competitions

You don't need an expedition, but here is the definition

It's a long, long trip, so please just take a listen

I'ma take you on a journey where you're gonna make decisions

What you thinking about right now, up in that mind

You think about the darkest place up in that hole you gotta climb

I got crazy stories, so I gotta write

You be planning things out, but first you gotta learn to fight

People trying to diss, but they always flexing guns

You grew up acting hard, but you ain't come from the slums

Man, I would do anything for this pain to go numb

Choppa, leave him on the ground, choppa sound like dun-dun-dun

You ain't even know what real life is

Traumatizing thoughts, but I like to keep them quiet

When them shots went off up on the block, I heard them sirens

Posted up in Riverbend, so you know we choosing violence