NF Off The Perks Lyrics

Not the type to talk an awful lot

Cuz he'd

Rather write and jot on all his thoughts

Off and on is not an option

often I've forgotten I can stop

And on the topic talking problems

I got lots

Like a lot

Always in my head I never let up

Thoughts are heavier than lead or metal

And they weigh me down but I can't Let go

You're a joker worse than Jared Leto

You're a poser go and kill yourself bro

You're not sober so uh get some help bro

You should grab a rope and put your head through

You're not supposed to make it quit ahead dude

For the sake of everyone

Get a gun and paint a red room

So I keep it quiet

Not a peep I'm silent

Scared of being violent

Where the demons hiding

Here to Feed em lies and

They increase in size

I think Like my life Set up

Bet I'm on the set of

Truman show forever

Soon as things better

Life will come and check ya

When will this shit end I

Feel like I'm suck on a bender

No will I give up I surrender

So fill up my cup with the X

Look at these rappers I think that I'm next…

To die from the X

Look at these rappers I think I'm the best my pride is mess

Probably stemming from all the neglect

Like Goggins I'm running from thoughts in my head

Not like the rest

I am an opposite

If I'm not dropping I gotta be dead

Not to be too negative

But I got lots of baggage kids

Often I'm in anguish it's

Impossible to vanquish it

I'm talking bold but hate the shit

I pop an O and take a Lyft

Not optional it's

I swallow or lock and load

And make it click

But I survived

Look at me now

If ima die

My family be proud

I been preparing

To rain in drought

I'm not there really there yet but

Hey just about

People been staring

I'm making a crowd

Transparent as air that I'm making it out

So get on my wagon for I'm in the clouds

Been waiting a while

Waiting a while

Stuck in these

Stuck in these

Days where no one fucked me

Even my own people said

They ain't got no love for me

Think that I don't see though

All the bullshit that you stuck to me

Say that I'm bum

Ha

That is only what you see

Stuck in these

Stuck in these

Days where no one fucked me

Even my own people said

They ain't got no love for me

Think that I don't see though

All the bullshit that you stuck to me

Say that I'm bum

Ha

That is only what you see

But behind the scenes I'm wagging war

What the fuck you take me for

Rapping like it makes me more than T-Swift on her Eras tour

There is nothing scarier than meeting me in my area

I'll bury yea

Builds character

Airing it out

We're in the clouds

I'm real as it gets

Your fake as the tits on Nicolette Shea

I'm making it big

I'm taking the lead

Like I'm Johnny sins

Grinding I'm finding my purpose in this

I don't know why I'm determined as this

I try to define it in words but I can't

A vibe that I ride and it's sorta a trance

So you'll understand

Before all of this

Myself I despised

Sort of a bitch

all I could feel

was Purposelessness

I wanted to die

Dr would put on SSRI's

My health would decline

All I could feel was the edge of my knife

If they work for you

I guess it's alright

But there is a reason that everyone ever who shot up a school

Was on SSRI's

So insecure had no friends except the words

Etched upon the page set in lead they stayed in engraved

I'm perplexed about the way it

Kept this fellon out the grave

Could've been up in a morgue

But I said oh hell no way

Now that I'm running I can't really stop

Like a reactor I'm gonna go pop

Most of y'all want it but won't ever start

This game for the streets

But I gave it my heart

Somebody gotta come father these thoughts

Y'all talking retarded and need a restart

I'm coming to conquer the scene in the dark

We need to depart

Need to depart

Stuck in these

Stuck in these

Days where no one fucked me

Even my own people said

They ain't got no love for me

Think that I don't see though

All the bullshit that you stuck to me

Say that I'm bum

Ha

That is only what you see

Stuck in these

Stuck in these

Days where no one fucked me

Even my own people said

They ain't got no love for me

Think that I don't see though

All the bullshit that you stuck to me

Say that I'm bum

Ha

That is only what you see