Inner Devastation (Demo 1989) Lyrics

Feel forced to a side in my body

It's crowded but I'm left alone

They've taken my life in possession

And compassion is not what I feel

My skin tightens more every day

Eruption will end inner threats

Engaged to beings I've never met

Don't know them by face or by name

Suicidal tempts! Overwhelming

But I'm on my way out

I have lived! In darkness

Under the pressure of fear

And I will try to escape

Escape From Within

Respected reliable and skillful

Were words that once described me

But what are these words worth to me now

When I can't fulfill the demands

They've taken my life to pieces

Overthrowing my self-confidence

Because I know I'm on my way to deep endings

Won't be missed nor will I miss them

Suicidal tempts! Overwhelming

But I'm on my way out

I have lived! In darkness

Under the pressure of fear

And I will try to escape

Escape From Within

I've come through without feeling guilty

Still they claim I'm badly bred

They take me into scenes of crimes I don't know

And expect my confession to start

Consider my silence, I'm already doomed

And now it's just a question of time

Before I'm turned into nothing and grime

Relief sufferings done with me

Suicidal tempts! Overwhelming

But I'm on my way out

I have lived! In darkness

Under the pressure of fear

And I will try to escape

Escape From Within