a few too many (Parties) Lyrics

I remember how I felt in that video

That you're showing me

I was smiling while I walked but

I couldn't breathe on that balcony

That was the year that I lost my innocence

Life stung like a bee

Every catatonic wonder

Couldn't keep my company

Cause he never solved the mystery

Never vocalized a reprise

Cause life threw too many battles

And a few too many parties

I remember how it felt when I didn't know

How life was gonna be

No deception, only blessings

In the form of a mind naive

I pass the church now count my stresses

And read my tea leaves

It seems life won't be getting

Any bit more easy

Cause I never solved the mystery

Never vocalized a reprise

Cause life threw too many battles

And a few too many parties

I waltzed with the fairest

God had to offer me

But I threw around too many wishes

And ruined too many parties

Prayed for summer while covered in winter snow

My neck wrapped in fleece

I was crying while you smoked

Cause love got it's revenge on me

I was on the stairs in your house in that video

Waiting for the dial tone

I was tired but so tempted

But I keep ending up alone

And I think that's a sign

That I'm not meant for you

You're not meant for me

No matter how much I don't want that to be

(the case)

Be careful what you wish for

Cause you may not get it

How do I handle

Cosmic rejection

Be careful what you wish for

Cause you may not get it

How do I handle

Cosmic rejection

Be careful what you wish for

Cause you may not get it

How do I handle

Cosmic rejection