I'M A MESS Lyrics

If you could ask me

One thing I would change about the past, we

Would've stayed in Oregon everlasting

But you're not here

You're not here

And if you could see me

You'd see the tears underneath all this bleeding

I never wanted harm for you, believe me

But I still fear

I still fear

That I'm a mess

I'm not okay

I never meant for it to end this way

Throughout my life

I gave you love

I tried my best, but it was not enough

Hey

If I could ask you

One thing you could change about the past too

Would you take anything we had back?

Or leave it there?

And if I could hear you

I'd revel in the bliss of being near you

I'd give all that I have to take your tears, too

But I'm still scared

I'm still scared

That I'm a mess

I'm not okay

I never meant for it to end this way

Throughout my life

I gave you love

I tried my best, but it was not enough

Hey

If you could hold me

You'd feel how cold I am under this clothing

I'm sorry that I couldn't stay the old me

I can't let go

Can't let go