Preparing Me Lyrics

That's how it is

I'm overthinking my intrusive

Thoughts have overtaking God on your side

Can't help but

Feel forsaken

Heart racing

Trying to get back to you

My mind is pacing

Everything that you always do is breathtaking

Tell me what you want to do

I just know how much I'm about to lose

I don't understand why you put me in a mood and you don't understand

I'm only tripping about you

So yeah, I fall

I got rid

These numbers

You the only one I call

Pride in the way I couldn't see the lies at all

You should've known it would be this way before we really even got involved

So fuck a sorry for your loss

I tell em that you're dead to me

I remember all the things you went and said to me

Shit, I never really had my feelings

Spared at least I feel like you were just preparing me

Apparently, I know by the way that you stare at me

You don't even love me

You don't care for me

Real love always been rare to me

Real love always been rare to me

You don't even love me

You don't care for me

I was hoping for a change

In back, of my mind, knew it all felt the same

Nights like this, I wish I felt the rain

It's really been a while since I really felt this way

I knew you didn't care for me

And you lied and you told me you'd be there for me

I remember all the fucked up things you said to me

Cause I never really had my feelings

Spared at least I feel like you were just preparing me

I was hoping for a change

In the back, of my mind, knew it all felt the same

Nights like this, I wish I felt the rain

It's really been a while since I really felt this way

I knew you didn't care for me

And you lied and you told me you'd be there for me

I remember all the fucking things you said to me

Cause I never really had my feelings

Spared at least I feel like you were just preparing me