Guilty Lyrics

I was born a mystery, I'm sorry if I lied It wasn't in my mind

But I did it, I get it, so I'm sorry

Would you find a way to stay with me

In the darkest times, would you ride for me

If I break your heart, would you love me still

Love me still, would you love me still

I was born a mystery, I'm sorry if I lied It wasn't in my mind

But I did it, I get it, so I'm sorry

Dear father God in the heavens, lord almighty, god my savior

You the redeemer, you are the healer, the great I am

Father, thank you for this life, thank you for my breath, thank you for my mom

Father, thank you for my dad, thank you for my mind, thank you for my heart

Father, thank you for your grace, peace, love, and the joy that you bring

I really cannot fathom how far you are me, even though I be

Sinning all the time, judge me for my crimes, makes me wanna cringe, oh lord, I plead

Save me from myself, save me from the dark, I don't wanna be at peace

With the fact that I'm broken and I cheat

I don't wanna, I don't wanna be at ease

With the world, I don't wanna be deceived

I wanna live out your purpose for my life, I know I do not believe

That Jesus died for me, a boy from the township

Oh daddy issues, it's you struggling with pride and it's me

Mama, I need to release

Mama, I need me relief

Father, I cannot repeat the damage I did, I need to be freed

Father, you call me the ender of darkness and pain, depression and pressures

Remember you told me that many are called

I am anomaly, hey, God's favorite son

You are the one, driven by purpose and love

Fueled by rage and pride, my mother's a sword

You'll not down me down, they will not down me, they keep it to myself

Sorry, I'm not gonna be quiet, this conversation, it needs to be had

People are talking, they're saying that I am that deep nigga

Get a grip nigga, you emotional nigga, you piss niggas

We tryna get lit, not to think nigga

Why you out here tryna make us spit nigga

I come from a place they degrade niggas

You an intellect, you a bitch nigga

American wannabe, that's what they callin' me

I'm not enough for my own people

So I'm spending too much time alone

Reflecting on my character, not an avatar

While you're obsessing about Babylon, while the battle's on

Man, hollow, you're gone

In the game of life, you a pawn

What's your life about? Please enlighten me

What's your purpose in the game

I was born a mystery

I'm sorry if I lied

It wasn't in my mind

But I did it, I get it

So I am sorry to find a way

To stay with me

In the darkest times

Would you ride for me

If I break your heart

Would you love me still

Love me still

Would you love me still