marigolds Lyrics

I wash my hands of it

I won't speak of you

Saturn's return was many years ago

But I'm spinning

And I cannot find the way I want to walk

So I will trip the whole way home

And again, we make the same mistakes we said we'd never make

We watch our parents break

They watch us fall

When I saw the road split into two

I said that I remember a quote about the less walked path

Can I never look? Can I never look? Can I never look back

Then I thought about the day you said you want to die

A cloudy sky and permeating fresh-mowed grass

A jar of marigolds beside our bed

I said I liked the name

But maybe for a dog or next year's try

Can I never look? Can I never look? Can I never look back

Should I never look? Should I never look? Should I never look back

Then February came like a perfect storm

I was not prepared for how cold I'd feel

Many sweaters that I bought were meant for such a time

Yet I still felt frozen through