Lost Myself Again Lyrics

Suddenly I realised no one's gonna stick around

When I act like that they are all bound to leave

Who would want to be with somebody so miserable

Get yourself together before you have no one

I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, and nobody knows

I collect personalities and make them my own

And I push away everyone I hold close

It happens a lot, I know, I know

And I get so surprised when I lose all my friends

They're so sweet to me but it always ends

And I push away the blame so its all on them

Oh no, I lost myself again

Sitting in the corner watching them all interact

Wondering why when I say a joke nobody ever reacts

Maybe I'm just not as funny as I once was

My only attribute is the fact that I have a job

I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, and nobody knows

I get high on attention and fall to lows

When I push away everyone I hold close

It happens a lot, I know, I know

And I get so surprised when I lose all my friends

They're so sweet to me but it never ends

And I push away the blame but its not on them

Oh no, I lost myself again

Oh people pleaser

Complaint preacher

Always leave her by herself

Not your business

Too deep in this

No turning back now

I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, and nobody knows

I get stuck on things that happened long ago

And I never seem to move on

It happens a lot, I know, I know

And I get so surprised when I lose all my friends

They're so sweet to me but it never ends

And I push away the blame so its all on them

Oh no, I lost myself again