Killa Pain Lyrics

If I die I know my shoota had my name on it

Tellin me to take more, promise to numb da pain on me

So I listen proceed to take three more

Vision getting blurry but fuck do I need to see for

Wait here go three more

I'm hesitant to take it

I'm numb from my head to my toe can't even fake it

Heart beat slow but I feel it still beatin

Starring at the ceiling I think I'm still breathing

Used to be my pain killer but now it's killer pain

You said that you would heal me but ion feel a thang

Now I'm thinking bout my mama shit it's getting real

I know I'm crying tears but so numb I can't feel

Laying inna bed heart beatin fast

Countin every breath this may be my last

They gone say he overdosed but I just wanna feel

Stuck in this illusion I just wanted real

I just wanna feel till ion feel nothing

Taking all dese pills hope it make me feel something

Taking all these pills till it make me feel nothing

Life's so cold

Don't know if I'll live again

& I just wanna live again

I don't know

Don't know if I'll live again

If I'll ever live again

Consequences of my actions

Now it's RIP & know we miss you innem captions

How you feel?

Nah tell em how you really feel

How you wish I was still hea & dat nun of this was real

Tell em how im selfish

Tell em how you hate me

Tell em how you knew n brushed it off as crazy

We all knew this was the outcome

But ian really show it

Already was dying slow but you ain even kno it

My voice gone live forever & dem smiles in em pictures

& that's why I always smile so that's what you most remember

When you speak about my life say good and bad don't leave it out

When I was here I thought of love shit dats all I think about

Then I woke up heavy sweats think I almost overdosed

How the good die young when death is what I wanted most

Life's so cold

Don't know if I'll live again

& I just wanna live again

I don't know

Don't know if I'll live again

If I'll ever live again