Wondering Why Lyrics

Yo, screw you, Sean

I wish I was warheart

I wasn't meant to be here for long

I wanna fade away

You told me this forever, now you left me playing with my brain

Thinking about the times we had arguments like that's not okay

I've been riding around my city thinking like this is not the same

What'd I do to make you leave me

Wake me up, this feeling like a dream

I've been working on myself, you should've gave me more time

I don't think I'm good enough for nobody, I'm not alright

Since you left, the only thing on my mind is suicide

I be calling on the lord, he don't hear me when I cry

You broke my heart, you did me bad, baby, you the reason why

I can't trust a single soul or I can never get it right

Yeah, in my thoughts, now I'm feeling lost

I know we gotta lose to win, but this another cost

It felt like you took my heart, stepped on it, lost by default

I be on medication, that's why I'm so distraught

I wasn't meant to be here for long, I wanna fade away

You told me this for everything you left, you playing with my brain

Thinking about the times we had arguments, like that's not okay

I've been riding around my city thinking like this not the same

What'd I do to make you leave me

Wake me up, this feeling like a dream

Look at me, this is not what it seems

You broke me down, I thought you wouldn't leave