EXCUSES Lyrics

Excuses Excuses Ugh

People paint me out like a cartoonist

Excuses Excuses ugh

People like me but I lose it

Excuses Excuses Ugh

Up in life feel like i'm losin

People say the worst things bout me I feel so low

People say I got here fast I can't believe so

The tears and breakdowns they may never know

Ain't no shiny moments Tiffany & Co.

Sometimes the insecurities rollout

The people I love get up and leave me all out

It's why I fight so hard to keep us on the sane route

Before you realize you don't need me and leave me all out

Yes I may shout I may yell saying i'm petty

Scared you'll respond and say Bette like Meddy

I want things to be fine and for us to say ready

But PTSD won't ever grant me luxury

Excuses Excuses Ugh

That is what I feel like i'm doin

Excuses Excuses Ugh

Although I know that it's valid to feel it

Excuses Excuses Ugh

From trauma no I cannot lose it

Excuses Excuses Ugh

Am I wrong for saying what i'm feelin

Yo yes i'm blessed for what I got that is so right

But I can't erase what i've been through in this life

No sympathy no boundaries no staring eyes

I keep pushing and still attempt to live this life

When I say this I don't want you to feel bad

Just felt like writing experiences I been through that

18 years and can't say the true act

Cus they say i'm the happy one "The true act"

Don't wanna stay silent and get real old

I think one day I can be happy and real bold

I'm just scared i'll be on me own

Scared i'll be abandoned and alone

I don't want this to sound like excuses