Early Morning Doomscrolling ft. Saint Sleep Lyrics

In the morning light, wake up with full battery

'Preciate every second 'cause I don't adapt to reality

Self-actualize the idea to fucking banish me

Bet my last brain cell is pleading to its pity knee

What a system I'm livin', kicking my cold feet in rhythm

No way with my testimony I could break my inner blister

Wake up at six, my eyelids, it's bonded with yellow mist

Dark like eclipse, I reminisce a day where I don't exist (Yuh)

Why do I do these things the way I do?

I don't know, leave me alone

Life's a bitch, repeating the cycle in a bureaucratic zone

They all put a heavy boulder on me, it's so grandiose

I hate living in this routine

Wish I could keep it low-key as a baritone

Look at me now

I get a honored laugh track as I throw a tantrum, I'ma freak out

Insanity pokes at my chest, gotta keep hold of my profanity

Snap myself back home, hope for better and wake up with full battery

Got a metal fist the way I hit you jaw

Break apart acidic saw a distance right between me and you

I don't listen to the truth

I don't listen if it's you

Only listen like a sleuth

Got a rotten gold tooth

But I bite bite bite styles till I'm in de-de-denial

Break me down like a nail fi-fi-file

Record this shit and throw another pointless track on top the pile

Trying to go to heaven counting up my air miles

Meanwhile...

Mouth stay frothing

Got back straight from the Davy Jones' locker with a new outfit

Won't live a life if it ain't filled with trouble

Beat death and I still stay stubborn

Divine intervention still gon' ignore that shit

Blind to my downfall walk with a stick

Don't know to live like an optimist

I'm still seeing spots like a dalmatian

Why do I do these things the way I do?

I don't know, leave me alone

Life's a bitch, repeating the cycle in a bureaucratic zone

They all put a heavy boulder on me, it's so grandiose

I hate living in this routine

Wish I could keep it low-key as a baritone

Look at me now

I get a honored laugh track as I throw a tantrum, I'ma freak out

Insanity pokes at my chest, gotta keep hold of my profanity

Snap myself back home, hope for better and wake up with full battery